lildevilette

Hmm haven't updated my LJ in awhile.
Not a lot has happened recently, but at the same time a lot has happened. -Apologies if that didn't make sense, brain not quite working, hopefully you know wot i mean.

After the conversation i had with my parents about my lifestyle, they are still supportive and happy for me, and when i talk to them im being treated like an adult. Which is a big thing for me. yay.

im also making some new friends, who are interested in the same things i am. its great having people to talk to with similar interests.
i have always found meeting new people and making friends difficult. until i get to know people, or people get to know me i can be shy, which ive been told can appear snobbish sometimes. i have been working hard to get over the whole shyness thing.

umm i think thats it for now.

Current Mood: busy
Current Location: at work
Current Music: Kenny Chesney - You Save Me

i had an awesome weekend, well 4 days off to be more precise. Which will be my normal weekend from now on. yay!

noidea and i played touch footy on Wednesday night. Our team lost :( 6-1. i had a lot of fun and i realised how much i miss playing sport.

if any of you have read

noidea72's lj it has some details of our Friday night at the Paddo. Awesome night *giggles*
-and i didn't have that much to drink either ;)

I had decided that yesterday i was going to make the phone call and tell my parents:
1. that noidea72, gotica and I have bought a unit together
and 2. that i am in a polymory relationship with noidea72 and gotica

my parents really surprised me. They were both very supportive and were very positive about everything. which left me completely confused as soon as i ended the call.
i am soo happy that i have told them, feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

and today im back at work.

Current Mood: confused
Current Location: at work
Current Music: Papa Roach - Scars

well back at work tonight. sitting in the office alone, you can really hear some strange noises.

had an exam today, for which i have been studying my ass off for, and i fail by 2 marks. i was sooo pissed off.
just before i took the exam, i ran into one of the girls who i did the course with, and she failed by 1 mark. so at least im not the only one in the group that failed. not that its much of a consolation.

i think what im most annoyed about, is that i seemed to do really well in the week long course. i thought i had a clear understanding of the course. and i seemed to do well in the mock exams.
i will re-sit it, and hopefully pass the next time round.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: cars passing by

Something that has been a dream/plan for me for about 3 years is finally coming to life.
Buying my own home, a 3 bed, 2 bath place.

The unit that we put the offer in for, is very similar if not exactly the image of the house that i had envisioned in my head.

It has been like an emotional rollercoaster of the past week or so...
-OMG we bought a unit.
-how will i breach the subject to my parents/family.

Everything seems to be fitting together really well. I suppose it is just being in the right place at the right time... :D

Current Mood: indescribable
Current Location: office

last night would have to have been the worst sleep that i have had in ages.
went to bed at 9:30, and thought that, that would give me a full nights sleep. i was wrong. i think i woke up about half a dozen times, and each time i was up for approx 15 minutes. and its not like my friends couch is uncomfortable, i used to be able to have great nights sleep on it.

so now i feel like the living dead. i don't think there is enough coffee in the world to keep me going this morning.
and to make things worse, i ran out of smokes on the way to work, *grrr*. i now have to wait til lunch time so i can go buy some more :(

i hope today gets better.

Current Mood: tired

I find it amazing how human moods can go from bad to worse and then to feeling great again all in a matter of a few days or hours (depending on what mood ur in)...

I think we are strange creatures...

I've spent the past couple of days in a daze, pissed off at the world. Then i wake up this morning and that pissed off mood that i was in disappeared. I hadn't even dealt with some of the issues.

I did find a helpful cure to a bad mood though. Harmless flirting does wonders for your self-esteem and can help bring your mood up.

Current Mood: curious
Current Location: On the couch at home
Current Music: Songbird - Bernard Fanning

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